July, year 3

Mother held me in one arm.

Holding a small air tight jar in another.

I looked on to her. Then the jar.

I heard clicks.

The sudden blast of lights blinded my eyes.

I was barely two. That's the closest
my memory could bring.
We appeared on what seems to be a product shot in a photo printout, or an A5 flyer. We were the talents for the Brand's Essence of Chicken.

You want to see it, don't you?

I grew up looking at it. Every day, every year. Mother pasted it on Father's cupboard in the storeroom (it's my room now). I never knew the "importance" of it. I'm a talent even before I know what's advertising. That's a valuable piece, at least for me.

Paper breaks apart when its exposed to the environment for years. We did a major spring cleaning and threw the leftover bits away. What's left is the now-antiqued mahogany cupboard, and unpeelable weathered stickers from the late-hippies era, deeply engraved into the wood grains.

Few years ago, it came
back into my mind. It was during Mother's Day and her birthday. It could be a very special gift to her. I emailed Brand's regarding the flyer. Hoping for just a single word from them.

But to no avail.

Mother's birthday is coming near. I've drafted the email to be sent to Brand's again. And hopefully, I could hear from them this time. I also sent out my message to some people in the industry. Hoping that few would know the ad veterans back then.

Thirty years is a very long time. The agency that handles the account might have closed shop. The printer might have disposed the materials already. Maybe not even the printing plates or negatives.

I will keep trying.

To many, it's a no biggie appearing in a piece of paper. But to me, it means a whole lot more. It's a reminiscence of Mother and me. Something that can't be bought by money and time.

Something, that can't be replaced.

This will the third year in the searching.


Mail sent. No words. Guess I should make a stroll at the factory.

Edited 15.8.11, 3:56am


  1. Good Luck! and I hope they respond, at least. Or maybe you should go to the factory directly? But still, I hope u find it soon ;)

    All the best!

  2. Btw, did u try google? LOL! U'll never know u'll find it there ;)

  3. Venie, Google is the first thing I did. Factory... hmmm... I didn't think of that. But worth a try. Thanks for the idea!

  4. heck, u made me wanna see the flyer badly. search harder birthie!!

  5. Birthmark,

    Better go to the factory directly, and if you can find ppl who work there for a long time and willing to help is better. ;)

    you're welcome.

  6. Yeah, Venie. Hope those people are still there. As I'm running out of idea of where else to search.